

This drives them crazy, and they jack themselves off to a body-trembling orgasm. and then putting my slimey, but still hard dick back inside them. Around 2009/2010 I added pulling out back to my repertoire……. Anyway, I’ve been cumming inside guys since then. About seven years later I was getting in touch with the nasty top within myself. By the time he told me he was cumming, I was begging him to cum inside me.

I was only shocked for a few minutes though. I was shocked when the rebound, big-black-dicked, but not attractive face, fuck-buddy I hooked up with after “first love” dumped me, asked me if he could cum inside me. Mentally, I was a total bottom and still hadn’t matured enough to fully understand all the nuances of nasty, blow-your-mind sex. This worldly god taught me that it was ok to not use a condom as long as he pulled out. I was taught the pull-out rule by my “first love” in the mid 90s. It was a complex psychological tactic to repurpose the word and it fits with the kind of porn he makes and who he is. Paul Morris may not have been the first use of the word in relation to homosexual fucking, but he certainly popularized it and made it the taboo it is. Bottom line (no pun intended), it's the intimacy of barebacking that I crave, and I choose to reserve for my partner whom I trust implicitly.Ĭalling it "breeding" is due to porn. And while I can't feel his load splattering my guts, the thought of it as his cock throbs inside me (which I do feel if I can pause before blowing my load) pushes me over the edge, and then feeling it leaking out and running down my legs afterword is divine. That't not to say I ran around and fucked any random hookup without protection, but part of what I find hot in any sexual encounter goes beyond the physical act. I'm of that era and I fully understand why they feel the way that they do, but as my doctor pointed out to me about 30 years ago, if you're both negative there is no risk. But these physical feelings pale in comparison to the psychological connection I achieve in fucking bareback, and I fully admit that about 95% of the pleasure I derive is in this realm.Īnd that's why I find R38's comment about long-term partners fucking with condoms unrelatable. A condom also has a different drag coefficient than human flesh which no lubricant can emulate. I compare fucking with a condom to using a dildo, and while dildos have their time and place, if I'm with a human I want to feel that skin-on-skin contact and particularly the sensation as he pulls his cock right out to the edge and the ridge of his glans crosses those nerve endings. I won't denigrate anyone who wants to wear a condom, but I can unequivocally say that bareback feels better physiologically.
